I don't believe I have used my blog to vent or rant yet, so I'm going to do it today. Yesterday was a really bad day. In fact, it downright sucked! Here's why:
1) After showering and getting dressed in a brand new (size smaller!), super cute, Ann Taylor Loft outfit, I apparently did not secure the lid on my coffee cup and ended up spilling most of an entire cup of HOT coffee down the front of me
2) When pouring the kids' milk, the handle on the milk jug broke, it fell to the floor and broke, and I had about 3/4 of a gallon of milk to clean up off the floor
3) I checked my email and got not one but TWO zingers yesterday! One from a lady I sold some baby clothes to, who informed me she had to give most of them away because they were "substandard" (this infuriated me, because it was not true in the least). Then, an extremely irritating email from a friend who, lets just say, is not being real nice.
Yesterday was a day also where it felt like I was the only one not allowed to have an excuse or be in a mood or just not want to be nice to everyone I encountered. Yesterday was a day where all I wanted was for someone (heck, anyone!) to understand that I am nearing the end of my patience rope and that being a SINGLE mother to two VERY active, VERY busy toddlers is exhausting. I am beyond tired, people. B-E-Y-O-N-D. The purple circles under my eyes have taken up permanent residence. I am now exploring ways to have surgical intervention without looking like Joan Rivers! All I want is to have my husband home, for life to return to "normal" and to have a good night's sleep, totally uninterrupted! Oh, and have my babysitter home from her family vacation, I want that too.
OK so I feel better now. Getting off proverbial soapbox now. Anyone who reads this is probably thinking, "jeesh, woman, get a grip!" I'm trying! Really, I am!!!! And anyone who encountered me yesterday in my special mood, please accept my heartfelt apology.